It’s been a moment, a very, very, very, long time, but I found out what is wrong with me sexually lol. See, I have had issues with myself sexually for a moment. I thought I was higher than most when it came to, well sex lol! Look, I’m not one to brag, but I’m very skillful and I have the back up to prove it. I’m very good with my tongue in the way of the art of tasting her perfection.
But then that was a long time ago, a long time ago when I knew all I had to do was put my tongue between her thighs and melted butter lol! But then my life turned around when I had my first of many beautiful children( 7 in All ) .
My thoughts became concerned about my children. Not undertanding what was going on around me, I was still trying to be something I no longer was. I loved women, still do, but I was at a point in my life that I had to become more than just some lover and that’s when I broke faith in myself. I thought, what could I be without sex, without that skill?
I’m serously good at it but I began to see good sex, terrific sex, only has them coming only for that, anything else, you’re on your own, lol! So then I began to do things in sexual adventures that would make my skills more intense. But still I was missing the spirituality of sex, the real magical moment she had an orgasim. I had nothing to understand, But see, it took this, it took the right woman to open my eyes beyond the eye sight of what I was seeing… Going beyond the third eye. I had to go onward to my minds eyes, when I touch, i had to touch her soul. I started doing this with My Fiance who is also a Radio ,Dj Personality,
you see we began to have more sex than ever, our worlds are beginning to intertwine with one another, it’s like we are truly becoming one. No matter what the issue is, we figure shit out together, it’s been a crazy ride. I have been watching others around me, actually having many to come to me to seek out advice about sex and shit dealing with their relationship, lol. I, myself have to become intact and in control with my very relationship before I can help any other out. See, I’m known to have had crazy sex adventures, and I did, but what I didn’t learn or understand, why I ended up alone. I have been with beautiful woman, but the ones I wanted, the ones I always ended up staying with were strong. I have always wanted a strong woman on myside and now I have one. ( At least thats what I’m beliving and Hopping that Has Finally Happen ) This time I’m being smart about it, being open to my fears and listening to her, not judging from what ,she did in her past but trying to understand her. You see, I’m figuring shit out about myself still . I had always thought if you had good sex, great sex and she will stay with you no matter what LOL! I was wrong and believe me, I know I’m good at it lol.
I know what I’m capable of doing with my tongue! But being with someone special , one has to become more than just a good lay, fuck, or what ever you may call it. I know what I need to do now, I have to go beyound the sex, I have to, she is everything to me. More than just some pussy to smash or booty call. Most guys are about ass and tits, shit like that .To be able to use those words so easily, which shows how they truly think about women. I know I wasn’t using those words but still was in the zone of that thought process. Nothing to be proud either, Being with My Fiance aka The Socialite Dj has taught me some things. I don’t even know if she understands what she is doing for me. I’m not saying she is perfect, she has her moments of madness as well as I do lol! Like when she was cheatiing on me ( Emotionally and Conversationally talking with another about and thinking of being with this person .Its cheatting no matter who you look at it , everyone knew about me , expcet knew what was going on ..( thats whast hurts about that I still dont like her response to why shee went that path , to me it was pretty lame ass excuse ,If was to do that to her she leave me in a minute , without a thought or blink. Yet We have BEEN through alot of other Bs as well mostly dealing Men of Her past ex’s and shit that seem they can’t let her go
.Plus thier is her lack of wantting sex ..( which is funny to due to the fact she was about to cheat on me …lol Hmmm shit to think about in the back of my head.Still we are doing things together, ( We do talk radio and DJ as well together and separtely . we are also understanding our love for each other is deeper than we could ever imagine. See, I love doing talk radio as well spinning music, but I love talking about sex.
( She is totally Different , whe it comes to that ..she is quiet and learns qucikly from her mistakes and well she more into being alone and keeping her life to her self )
Me I have always thought I had it all together , she knows she dosent and still searching for it , and is pretty solid on what she wants in life . But yet, I was missing something, had been for a long time. Just because I was getting laid by hot women, having crazy sex adventures, that didn’t mean shit. It didn’t mean that I knew anything about relationships lol! What’s the point of doing a talk radio show about sex and advice if I don’t get it the shit right myself? Hello, who am I, Doctor Phil? Lol.
Now I see myself and The Scoialite Dj were meant to to be together due to the fact of things we have gone through. Such a difference in lifestyles to the ways of our thoughts. But we agree on one thing, she loves it when I tell my thoughts and fears to Her.When I want to taste her soul. She loves it when I’m staring at her slowly as she begins to breathe slowly to my thrusts inside of her. She wasn’t a cuddler until we met,( Not all the time anyway ) she’s a tough woman and well as beautiful as she is, she’s a tomboy at heart and soul. But we cuddle a lot more now lol ( It’s crazy I beg for cuddles before i beg for sex ) .
Cool part is that We have faith in each other and belief that the Heavens above has plans for us to be together. I know that many of you guys are saying, oh Mr.BlackTie you’re pussy whipped.
Nah, it’s not like that though. See, I won’t be over stepped by The Socialite Dj , nor will she be pushed around by me. We simply love each other. That’s just the answer for the shit we take from each other and try to work it out. Now let me explain about the things we have done so far to be where we are at, ok. First, The Socialite Dj has been through a lot of things that no woman should have gone through. As well her heart has been torn and ripped apart. She’s been Barely with anyone . So don’t get it twisted about her just going around and sleeping with just anyone. She has only been with a few people she ever wanted to be with, so we will leave it at that. Now, I have to admit I have been with a lot of women, such is the stupdity of my life. I was at the time just having fun and living it up as I thought the world was mine. Until I had my first child, things changed, they did, which is where I am at now. Thinking I had it all figured out, I was wrong though. Just because one is good with his tongue or has the perfect dick, when it comes down to when she isn’t in the mood to fuck or make love which ever you choose to call it, then what? Tea time? Or just a rain check, please? ( The Socialite Dj has been in that same situation with a guy , who actually left her house , due to the fact he wasn’t getting any !)
See my point?
A relationship can’t be just about smashing it, nor just a booty call. But I do think when you finally have something real, yeah it’s time to take the sex to the highest level (which could mean no sex at all ) as well as a enlightment of joyful sex. Due to the fact that I interviewed some of the porn stars and received gifts of products,
this is where my relationship has ended up.
Not all credit goes to the products but they did help to enhance the relationship. I and The Socialite Dj meet some really cool peeps at the AVN Expo.
And this is where a lot of my sexual adventures of truth begins. Let’s start with Sexy Romance . ” The Motto ” Stimulate your senses , which is a new look into sex for me as well for The Socialite Dj.She isnt about just getting laid , unless well her urges are just simply out of control and is need due to her body cravings.She just don’t laid to just because she can.So with that we began adventure with sexy romance.
Yet I also added the idea of using Male enchanement to the Adventure.Due to the fact I have done some serious thinking and soul searching about male enchancement.
It makes perfect sense when you’re in a healthy and positive relationship. Improving ones sexual desires; not just for yourself but also for your wife or husband or lover, what she or he may be, it’s worth the effort. Let me tell you why, so far my love live is getting stronger. I have to give some serious credit to A product called ( Get ready to laugh ) Donkey. This pill has given me one night of unbelievable sex.
I haven’t done the things I used to do for a long time, nor have I had the urges to do those things, due to stress or whatever it may have been. And Seriously I never had my Fiance The Socialite Dj open to me the way she has been until we added sexy romance as well to the night we tired both products together. Don’t get me wrong, I have been able to get it up, the urges were gone. Not because of my lady, no, TheSocialite Dj is a beauitful woman. I love waking up to her and laying down with her at night.
But one has to undertsand the lifestyle of one in my world, stress, stress and more stress. I’m in the highlight of my life for my career which means to be focused. Oprah didn’t become Oprah by fucking and making love nightly or daily lol, but still I was just in my own world which it shouldn’t have been. I should have had her in my world as well. The Socialite Dj is my life now, I had to figure it out. We always made plans to do things, especially sexual time for with each other. ( all i had to do was ask it was either a simply answer of yes or maybe tomorrow .
It isn’t like that anymore, if we are in the mood, we are simply in the mood lol. See let me explain what this pill did to me, it woke my shit up lol, no seriously. I see The Socialite Dj walking around and ever since that one time, my hunger for her was just crazy, I cant help it. But I haven’t wanted a woman the way I had her that night I took the pill. I was lusful, but not like taking, wanting to fuck another woman, no I was lusting for the woman I’m in love with. There is nothing wrong with that lol! Desire is what a woman wants to be part of, desired and treasured. Sexually, she wasn’t to be taken and nothing is more powerful than that. Well, then to be taken by the one person you’re in love with. Nothing can be compared to that. And that night I took, hardened with hunger,
I didn’t know she felt the desire I wanted to give her. She was there moving in to all my moves. That was just one of our adventures since that time which has been now a few months ago.Sexy Romance gets a lot of credit for Monet Body relaxing and letting go in sme ways as well. First The Socialite Dj is a very shy woman, she sounds tough on her radio show, Social Status , which many of you tune in to, but still let me explain to you. She layed there as I had opened one of the products called Sexy Beads. Both of us usually have half clothes on and such, she barely takes off her top, it’s just the way we have done things. In ways it’s the same with me, not comfortable about my body weight. So we never really talked about it. We love each other and we let it go. No questions and just let it be. But that night we used the Sexy Beads the first time, something crazy happened. We had made plans about using it earlier that day, when we had just recently got back to the radio station from doing two weeks of djing gigs!
It was a really good two weeks of work! Anyway, The Socialite Dj had found the the Sexy Beads and asked lets try it out . I was shocked by her new profound adventure.
I knew she had never done things like this before. I said sure , She didn’t know how to use it so, Neither did I lol . Anyway, I wasn’t expecting what was going to happen next. It was a late night at the station, good thing we lived in the same spot of the station! We were shutting it all down, We went to our bedroom and well we both just looked at the product .We used two of them at different times lol, the first one was a green one called the shock.It was a little wierd puting this bead inside of her ..which welllets just say there was alot of fourplay before i did anything , all in all she enjoyed me.
Yet it was’nt what she expected from the bead. We later then tired the other sexy romance bead .Which was a strawberries .sexy romance beads are little balls formualted with jelly, coconut oil and aromas to provide sensual pleasure’s.
The skin friendly ingredent provide more lubrication while taking care of ones skin as well. So the shocked wasnt for her ( or maybe it was in a different way , we was having more through out the night ) So I opened the packege and put the bead on to my fingers. My fingers slowly followed her outer lips. and let it slid into her As I did this, it didn’t take long for her to begin to moan.
I have never heard her make noise before, but this was a different kind of noise, like she was trying to fight it but wanted more of it.She i was course giving her oral as well , still her body nevered let go like this before . She wasn’t used to doing things like this and she is very self conscience on how she sounds as well as she is about her body. I love her so much. As she she was getting more in to it, wetter. I have never felt so much wetness from her. Not before she has a small or big orgasism. She was really getting in to it, I was shocked by her hunger. I never would have thought she could have such a desire! I kept moving my finger’s around her swollen lips, she was now moaning with my fingers, it was crazy hot! I had never wanted her more than what was going on with her than that night. She did something she had never done with me that night.
I was blown away, she looked so beautiful there, moving her hips alongside my thrusts. It had been such a long time, I had never felt this way about any woman.
I couldn’t help but want to be inside her forever. She was so perfect on top of me as she was perfect in movement as we begun this new sexual adventure with each other. I had no idea it could be like this with her. So perfectthanks to some Bead? But sexy romance did have a special effect on her, she become bolder. Even if it wasn’t fully due to me me, it was me who she was with though , wanting more of me inside with every grind movement she did. She was becoming more bold with every thrust. She wasn’t worried about how she looked or what she was doing. She was in the zone of making love to me in a way where she was in control of her wants and desires. That’s when I really knew how blessed I was to have her. Thinking how lucky I was to have her in my life in all aspects, spiritually, sexually and emotionally. She moved in an unkown harmony on top of me. Bare, all unclothed.
I have not ever seen her so real within the bedroom, she actually got to let go of everything and just let it be about us. It was with the help of the products; Donkey and Sexy Romance that helped something go deeper sexually. But it was with a strong bond that is making this work. It’s an ongoing adventure. Until next Rain Drop, keep it Liquid! FreedomMercado